I'm trying, ok? Just be patient to me.

What am I supposed to do when it happens? I don't know. I'm still fighting with my natural first reaction: frustration. I get mad too, and everything is wrong, and I piss off because I don't know how to fix it.

But I'm trying to change it. After a few minutes of damn losing control, I remember our talk and breathe. I'm still learning.

So just, be patient.